it’s been 3 years..you were very sick & so weak fighting for your life..
i was very much in denial that you might die anytime..but in my mind i was still full of hope that things would still work out fine & you’d get better in time..i was so selfish to have wished you to go on fighting not realizing how hard it is for you & your very frail body..
fin’lly when i had the courage to tell you to just go..for you to not worry about us anymore..for you to be able to rest & be at peace with GOD already — you slowly started drifting away..
it broke my heart just thinking you won’t be around anymore for me & my kids as well as van-e’s fam & children..
until now i still cry just thinking of you..
it’s been 3 years fighting life on my own without you MOM..how i wished i just gave or traded my life for you ma..you’re definitely better than i am & unquestionably the best parent any person can have..
i miss you so much ma.. :'(((
bLuE siLvEr.... 
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